Really quite down nowadays. Feel that i'm stagnant in everything i'm doing. No breakthroughs, no acheivements, i think i'm losing it. I'm feeling the even minimal confidence. I know i should stay positive.. but how to whn thing.. and i mean ALL THINGS dont work out for me. Its like the devil is easily attacking me and i lost my armour bearer. I jus heard one of my ex cellgrp member.. she backslided. I know i'm not in the same boat as her.. but i really feel so hard-pressed at times. Getting work on the extremes.. too much.. and too little for the stuff in which i realy wanna serve in. No doubt this year started great for me.. i receive lots of blessings. PTL! But also i lost my energy and grown weary. Pretty much some resolutions i made.. i couldnt fulfill.. and they are very important to me. So tts a big hit for me. But i'll have faith this year will be an extraordinary one, because this year i'm gona do my best and put my main focus on my ministry and of coz my studies. And i believe i'm gona prosper. Because He delights in the propersity of His servants. And i'm sure i'll keep my faith strong in this year ahead, and i'll finish the race well.. and i'll remeber lot's wife. I wont look back.