I just dont understand why people just go ahead the way they feel like although they know its the wrong path. Spent like say 2 hours talking to her.. and there she was agreeing and sounded remorseful.. but what do i get back. The old her. I'm not doing all this because i feel guilty that i owned her, but at least i still feel she aint tt bad, and hoping that she has grown mature. Don't try to spit me by doing all this. I had my limits and i had enough. She just seriously need some soul-searching, and at least mind those who cares for her, yet she's indulging herself with the wrong stuff. Go and look in the mirror and i am sure she wont even recognise herself, because she jus changed too much, for the worst. Jus wake up alright? I wont want to run the risk of judging her just because of the way she behaved.
Received a vision today, i'm nt sure if its one. But feel the impartation. So i may be right. Glad that i'm taking a big step towards my calling today. Felt so comforted by the confirmation. I'm still searching for the balance, be it my emotions side, my work and so on, i feel heavily burdened by my lack of balance, and i'm still not sharp enough, way off. Nvm, at least i've those guys behind me, never fail to put a smile on my face. =) The power of confession was what i've learnt today. But instead of just the sermon, i remeber art today me once to think outa the box, feel that revelations begin to flow in my mind. But bottom line is.. i can determine the world i live in.. through the words i confessed, i call that the x-factor.